Bummed out

Okay...so most of you that know me...know that I am a very upbeat and positive person. Always out to make people smile often at the expense of my own stupidity. :-)
But today is not one of those days. I want feeling well when I got up this morning...I got Austin's cold her has had for a week. I had a OBGYN appointment to get some test results back and to get an ultrasound to confirm a diagnosis. I started to cancel the appointment because I felt so bad....but I made myself go on. So I had the ultrasound and then I spoke with the doc about what was going on. With the ultrasound they have confirmed that I do have PCOS (poly cystic ovarian syndrome) which has caused me a lot of problems, I am insulin resistant, and that getting pregnant naturally isn't going to be an option. I will need to have medical intervention.
So that was a buzz kill on my positive attitude for the day. It is very disheartening. So they put me on some meds and I go back in 3 months to see if anything has changed. I am getting his help on losing the weight while dealing with the PCOS...and he is hoping that the insulin thing and everything else will get better as I get my weight down. Since starting my new life plan (not diet) with him at the end of November...I have lost 16 lbs. I still have 34 lbs. left to go...but I am slowly getting there. He is wanting me to have that weight gone by the time I come back....so keep your fingers crossed!
But it is hard. I cried(which I rarely do!) And I am just down...depressed some if you will. So that is effecting my drive to sculpt. So I think I will just take the day off and see what tomorrow brings. But keep me in your prayers...I could definitely use the strength! Thanks!